It's important I think for me to make something ugly, like I did recently, even accidentally, and then beautiful, to see the importance of making something beautiful. In this world where there is so much ugliness. And things that are often seen as beautiful but which are not, at least to me and a few others. Even if the work has no "meaning" or "message" per se, that is a powerful message in itself. beauty, pure and uncompromising, with integrity, that is something.